Caitlyn Three

This is not me, jelly for thoughts, each day of uncertainty, a useless fall from grace, cast adrift forlorn, I don’t want to hate, make a fool of reason, laugh when I'm caught, spitting at eternity, you’ll read this and shake, absent from my call, I’ll scream and create, waiting for the seasons, wondering if I'm born, howling for the next scene, you’ll raise the stakes, fear of being torn, I have to act brave, who dreams of empathy, sitting on a wall, boom of a broken sea, snot wanting to fall.