Unity

This is not happy, jelly in my thoughts, each day an eternity, such a fall from grace, cast adrift forlorn, why blame it on fate, make a fool of reason, laugh when I'm caught, spitting at the seasons, you’ll read this and shake, attest to my call, no matter how it hesitates, deny even the sea, wonder at fog horns, booming into empty, will you raise the stakes, fear of being torn, bring me back again, who needs purgatory, sitting on a wall, thinking is it just me, not wanting to fall?